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[sid] => 19010
[catid] => 1
[aid] => Mick
[title] => Wretched Existance
[time] => 2003-06-14 07:25:00
[hometext] => This was the second poem in the Lit Mag. Thank you for all of your comments as well.
[bodytext] => I sit in my room Brooding with madness Giving myself to pain Aggrivated by sadness Fear of life It breeds nothing but sorrow Fear of death Would I still be here tomorrow My true fears Only my existence Giving over to insanity Lacking motivation or persistance I see the people around me And realize I am two in one One needs to interact The other wishing to be shunned Back into my room To let my thoughts tear at me Clearly seeing people Who taunt and laugh at me No doubt of paranoia But unwilling to accept Not going to lose my fight Not giving in yet Everyone's against me They try to bring me down My back against the wall Facing that laughing sound Onslaughted again Causing so much more fear Can't leave myself open Withdrawing from what I hold dear My mind is my real enemy Always leading me on with tricks It has that evil function Sentience, it thinks So then here I'll sit Staring into the world Always the outsider My future is foretold This wretched existence Is too much to bear Slipping even further Into the depths of despair [comments] => 2 [counter] => 296 [topic] => 36 [informant] => Darien [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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