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[aid] => mick
[title] => Daisy shores
[time] => 2019-12-09 15:17:58
[hometext] => Persuaded by forces unknown to evolve into more than I currently am now
[bodytext] => I wish I were with someone else other than who I am with right now I wish I were no one else other than who I used to be before now I wish I were with everyone else rather than being by myself right now I wish I were sometimes anyone else other than the reflection staring back at me now I remember being someone else other than who I currently am now I remember being inside of a youthful love story a long time ago and now I am not I remember walking down an old muddy dirt road all alone and now that road is made of red bricks I remember calling out to my parents out of despair and now they call out to me from beneath the daisy shores I remember being on the other side of the world inside of my head and now I am here with you I remember existing inside of a living never ending nightmare and now I am here day dreaming of other happier days I remember being blinded by all the red and blue glaring lights in middle of the night and now I am king of my solitude once again I remember seeing my first child being born into this world and now I remember the love I felt for her that day as well all the many others I remember seeing an old picture of a gleeful energetic youthful happy boyish soul dancing in the dark and now I am old and see no more I remember waking up inside a parallel spiritual world all alone yet I wanted to remain and now I remember only the endless sleepless nighttime songs I remember talking to a youthful version of myself about the possibilities that awaited us and now I am reminded of those conversations once more I remember asking God for forgiveness for all of my sins and making a convent with him as well to seek out others in need of help and lead them towards God’s grace, eternal love, redemption and salvation and now that I am no longer in desperate need I am reminded that I broke that vow as well but no longer. Copyright © Johnny Hadnot 12.09.2019 [comments] => 1 [counter] => 157 [topic] => 74 [informant] => slogan [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => surreal )
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