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[aid] => Mick
[title] => All Apologies
[time] => 2003-06-05 20:35:00
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[bodytext] => My tiny hand reaches out and grabs onto his, I hold it so apologetically, and tears come to my eyes. The regret and guilt fill my heart, I think of how stupid I am, and how big my fear of losing him is. I beat myself up about it, I worry, I cry, I try to find the solution to make everything all right. His arms encircle me, and I wonder how he can ever bear to hug me. No matter how much he says it's okay, I still feel like dying. We're fine now, but I still feel upset. He tells me not to worry, he loves me and he understands, but I cannot cope with my pain. I feel so upset with myself, I don't know what to do. I know he's not angry, but within me, so much self hatred is flowing. [comments] => 3 [counter] => 345 [topic] => 50 [informant] => vampy [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => ApologyPoetry )
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