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[aid] => mick
[title] => Wasted
[time] => 2016-02-02 19:01:09
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[bodytext] => Saturated with alcohol No control, no conscious, coherent decisions Perhaps my own fault but that is a dark, black hole Something I could never verify May be that he didn’t know Not an excuse Possibly assumed since I complied But he’s older, he ought to know I don’t remember saying no I don’t remember saying yes I remember only four moments It makes my stomach turn Partly because of who you are Partly because I can’t recall how or why I’m just left with a patchy memory And you were sober, that makes this worse Caught in a grey zone Somewhere between wrong and moving on Consumed with distress It was my dignity that he took I’m ashamed to say that this has made me bolder Licentiously taking back my own control [comments] => 1 [counter] => 127 [topic] => 75 [informant] => The_Unknown [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => anguished )
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