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[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => A fleeting moment
[time] => 2015-05-23 19:35:11
[hometext] => ( A letter to God)
[bodytext] => I'm sorry that I chose worldly pleasure over you once again Since I new that you would forgive me but deep inside I still feel terrible because I've taken out to many pre-ordered loans of forgiveness and even though you already paid the bill it's still feels like stones weighing heavily upon my chest which sometimes makes me wish the check would just bounce or that you would close up shop So I could feel the pain I deserve and maybe then it would be easier to change and to not take your love for me for granted But I know in the back of my mind only you can truly pay the debt even when I search for something to fill the black whole of emptiness that's in my life with meaningless and unhealthy things I realize that I shouldn't be taking advantage of your unearned forgiveness because nothing compares to the peace I can find in you if I accept it If only I could remember this even after a spiritual high if only I could trust that you love me regardless of my mistakes for longer than just a few fleeting moments [comments] => 0 [counter] => 152 [topic] => 11 [informant] => Lydthon15 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => ChristianPoetry )
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