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[sid] => 179225
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Broken Dreams
[time] => 2014-09-04 18:53:47
[hometext] => Devestation and broken dreams
[bodytext] => I once had a dream it, it was big and so full of life, then came reality slicing it's knife. I still kept a smile and held back the tears, tried to overcome every heartbreak and fight through the fears. I just kept pushing hoping and praying, lying in wait for something to come and change my fate. I did what people said and tried to be strong, I gave up I waited so long. I failed and many times over, I tried doing it high, I tried doing it sober. I loved for real and for fake, giving it try just for the sake. I thought if I was pretty and witty and played it smart, I would find something real to heal my heart. I never really thought I was just a game for someone to play, someone bored seeking to tame. I was full of spirit and hopeful dreams, now I cry and drown out my screams. No mater how hard I try to outrun the pain, it lurks in the back of my brain. I will myself to keep going, never knowing what might change my fate, I am afraid if I stop I just might break. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 130 [topic] => 75 [informant] => nikkib [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => anguished )
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