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[aid] => mick
[title] => Searching for myself and more...
[time] => 2013-11-09 16:01:30
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[bodytext] => My thoughts on love were jaded I felt like it had given up on me Remembering both good and bad Still living in painful memories Always blaming hating dwelling Stuck in days of long ago Not realizing the damage caused By not being able to just let go I've made some bad decisions My fair share throughout my years I made some laugh smile and love And then some I've made shed tears I've lied and was untrue before And I have suffered for it all... I had my life swept from under me And somehow I survived the fall I had given up on finding love Accepting misery is what I get But then you came back into my life A day I never will forget You contacted me and opened up I still can't believe what you said You left me there only able to stare The words still echo in my head... With saying so few words to me I saw a new chance at happiness Something I thought I'd never find again And was really beginning to miss I saw hope of brighter days ahead And forgetting about what had been Just give in and just let go... Not afraid how this time would end We talked and listened and learned And each had heartache in our past lives and families we planned upon That fell apart and didn't last Time and pain and sadness We both suffered in our own ways Not knowing they'd fall apart We had held on for brighter days I see where I had made my errors Those mistakes i won't forget They are the parts of me I hate The only parts that I regret I made a promise to myself To never be that man again I barely made it through before I don't want to relive that pain I've grown so much as I've aged Searching for myself and more I've learned With each passing day Just what I've been searching for I need someone who understands me I need to be appreciated too... I need someone who I can take care of I need someone who's just like you I know what you have been through And the pain you have endured I know what they said and did How you were treated was absurd You won't get that way with me We both want a different life Then what we were accustomed to Filled with burden anger and strife I'm not asking for your blind love Let me earn that back from you dear Hear my words see my actions Feel it when I hold you near And as it grows in both of us And burns wild out of control It will feel right to give in to it And let it engulf our heart and soul [comments] => 2 [counter] => 212 [topic] => 2 [informant] => holderofthestone [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => LovePoetry )
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