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[sid] => 176030
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Voices in my Head
[time] => 2013-05-12 05:11:16
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[bodytext] => i can't stop them, silence them inside without having one hand shaking around the butcher knife most of the time I don't know who I want to hurt more; myself or them; but I can't catch them they disappear from my periphery [sometimes] I put razorblades under my tongue and hope they will try to kiss me but I just end up swallowing blood along with all the words they stop me speaking [sometimes] I think medicine would be better then this a sleepy comatose in pharmaceutical bliss I can't seem to find the right line [sometimes] I have to hold down on my brachial artery to check it is still moving As if it believes you're still alive I'm still waiting for it to prove me otherwise [sometimes I can't stop them I can't silence them] and that sometimes is now [comments] => 0 [counter] => 273 [topic] => 59 [informant] => cherryamber [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => psychoticpoems )
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