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[aid] => mick
[title] => You are a lie that, has come to light
[time] => 2013-03-29 11:45:44
[hometext] => I wrote this because I was angry and frustrated about how someone I loved betrayed me,
[bodytext] => I was thinking about how much I looked up to you. When I was young, And no matter what anyone said, it was your praises that I sung. I would never have thought, that you would be the one to blatantly lie to my face, A day in my life, a moment I can never erase. I looked up to you like no one else in my life, had you on a pedestal up high, And now the only thing I can do, is wonder is WHY. Why was I so blind, to everything you would say and do? Why was I so trusting when it came to you? Thinking you had my back, and that you were always honest with me, I trusted you so much that I couldn’t, or obviously didn’t want to see. That the whole time you were having a good laugh at how gullible I could be. Hello reality. My mother always told me time and time again that you meant me no good, That i was just allowing you to use me, but I never understood Why she would say such things about you, I chalked it up to jealousy cos me and her didn’t get along Boy oh boy did i have her all wrong She was right about you from the start, I didn’t realize she really only had my best interest at heart. And now as i play back my life i can clearly see every lie and deceitful action you did Because no lie can truly stay hid What we do in the dark often comes to the light, Especially when we take full advantage of a person plight Lying and manipulating every step of the way Its why even today I don’t believe half of what you say Cos I know for a fact that nothing with you has changed It’s why your own life, is constant rearrange It’s why you have gone through all you have gone through cos you are still using and manipulating people who love you Money hungry can’t see anything but earthly things, you think you need Doing all this wrong then crying to the lord saying it’s his word you heed liar liar always playing the victim so someone can help you make your way Depending on others cos you send a sad story, or shall I say, lie their way And you wonder why you are still searching for love, hello hears a clue Your acts not working any more, people see right through you Tore up from the floor and you think you hot Hello girl you really are not A hot mess looking like why I honestly feel sorry for you, but I’m gonna try To forgive you and give this anger and frustration to my father on high cos only he knows the reasons why Things have worked out the way they did And why they are no longer hid You are unmasked and all your lies have been laid bare But the sad thing is, you probably don’t even care We will never ever be close again that much I know to be true And forgiveness is all I can give to you No more pretending with you, I can’t do it anymore And on any real relationship I have closed the door I do pray you find a way to make peace, with all you have done And you can start by being honest with everyone Written by Shirley lee record Date: 11/21/11 I wrote this because I was angry and frustrated about how someone I loved Betrayed me for years, and what I learned is that betrayal doesn’t stay hid long And even the one person you thought you could trust will lie and deceive you You can truly only trust God cos in some instances we can’t even trust our own judgment I did, and look what happened to me... go to God if you’re looking for trust and honesty And trust your gut, the uneasy feeling you have that you ignore is called the truth, face it [comments] => 1 [counter] => 241 [topic] => 43 [informant] => desire [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => oops )
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