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[aid] => mick
[title] => Scary emptiness and void
[time] => 2013-02-20 18:37:46
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[bodytext] => Scary emptiness and void Want to avoid Slowing down makes me feel depressed, sad Want to stay busy to avoid feelings of sadness, loneliness Feelings of anger, resentment boil up Don’t like feelings of anger, Want to bury, ignore Learning to mindfully acknowledge feeling of loneliness , anger, feeling crushed Trying to just be with the feelings, not fix or avoid or run away from feelings Demands , urgent demands being barked at me by myself Trying to compel and command me to start being frantic , Breathing, iiiinnnnn aaaannndddd ouuuuutttt Closing eyes, asking God to teach me to be compassionate with myself, To be gently curious with my feelings Never realized that I could try to learn to be compassionate with self Never thought much before of trying to be gently curious with pain, fear Compassion, seeing , feeling little boy inside , so scared, so angry Little boy, I am here, God is here, I feel your pain, I suffer with you and want to help bear your pain God’s spirit hovering over the water in the beginning The earth was without form and void, and darkness was over the face of the deep. And the Spirit of God was hovering over the face of the waters. Genesis 1:2 [comments] => 0 [counter] => 114 [topic] => 61 [informant] => psychdocg [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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