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[sid] => 17440
[catid] => 1
[aid] => Mick
[title] => Me, But Not.
[time] => 2003-05-12 05:05:00
[hometext] => This is self explanitory. PLease leave comments.
[bodytext] => I.
Cry. Alone. In the dark. In the darkness, where no one can see. Away from the world, I try to stay. I don't feel human, I feel sick. All the time, I don't understand why. Is it my life? Is it the people around me? Is it me? I don't know. I feel pain. All the time. If I don't feel pain, I don't feel normal. The "cat scratch" on my arm was no accident. I tell only you, you because you don't know me. You can't judge me. I don't tell my friends and family, because they would judge me, They wouldn't undertsand. I don't want to feel this way, It just wont stop. Something pisses me off, the pain, it gets deeper. Please help me, Make it stop. Please Make it stop I beg you, please. Help me. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 206 [topic] => 36 [informant] => Desi [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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