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[title] => What did I Expect...
[time] => 2012-07-23 21:10:46
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[bodytext] => Who is around me now that I'm sinking in the sand... There is nothing around me unstable I'm reaching out my hand... I reach into the distance yet the air is all that I feel... What once I was certain of I find now is not real... Intimacy with the darkness my fears and hurts come alive... Nothing more than the sound of my voice yet in the echoes it dies... Trading sanity for fantasy How I wish it was all true... It seems so much better than this, no one has a clue... How can one say they understand when a different patch they have grown... For the pain and tumbling of worlds in my patch to them this is the unknown... Riding the waves with the wind in my hair and on my face... I wake up to find it all gone its empty, gone without a trace... I knew what to do I gave my speech and needed no one then... But now I cry and stand alone for I dismissed them all back when... I'm a big girl now, my own decisions I have accomplished my goal... What I didn’t see in my future was this big gaping hole.... Emptiness that hurts to the core of my innermost being... As if the only comfort comes from what caused my bleeding... Compassion I find none as im left to deal with the bed I have made... The I told you so's and disgust this is my serenade... Support for hurt that was self inflicted well I know not to expect that here... I must look to a higher authority for my healing this is clear... I go to sleep in a pool of tears that turn cold in the night... tormented with the should of and could of now who was right... I whine no more about who I thought would be there for real and not just in words... Im a big girl and what doesnt kill me makes me stronger this is what I have heard... When all is said and done I will be left standing with just me ... So I better just suck it up This is going to make me who Im meant to be... [comments] => 5 [counter] => 267 [topic] => 61 [informant] => vr2776 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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