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[sid] => 172897
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => almost Defeated-but not quite
[time] => 2012-06-08 01:51:03
[hometext] => The journey easy or difficult
[bodytext] => Dear father, I find myself in this trial that is so strained to endure But i know i will make it through for sure I take two steps forward and often time’s 5 steps back again I can’t wait for this trial to end I don’t know what I’m doing wrong, i don’t understand what message I’m supposed to get It’s been months and i still haven’t got it yet Going around in circles making the same the same mistakes over again Hurting and suffering within Being underappreciated for what i do, like it’s my obligation not there’s In the end it seems when it comes to me no one truly cares Talked down to and disrespected like I’m Joe some on the street Though I’m not defeated i I’m feeling beat Down in a life that is continuing to pass me by God why am i subjected to these kinds of trials, but i have no more tears to cry I just simply laugh, cos it’s all i can do, i have nothing, I’m just a robot going through Chaos and confusion constantly dear God please tell me what to do As i wait here humbly and patiently for you Written by Shirley record Date 4/5/2012 I wrote this because at that moment this is how i was feeling, almost but not quite Defeated. Anybody that thinks they can do anything without God is a liar unto themselves Though our fate remains the same the journey to complete Gods task he has set forth For us changes constantly because of the decisions we make, we make the choice to make The journey easy or difficult. Anyone who doesn’t believe that is a liar unto themselves Each journey is different. But all predetermined [comments] => 1 [counter] => 169 [topic] => 21 [informant] => desire [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Lifepoems )
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