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[sid] => 172423
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Solemn Chaos
[time] => 2012-05-10 09:20:09
[hometext] => an expulsion of eroding feelings and thoughts thrown into words and made to periodically rhyme
[bodytext] => Love is a curse for me to bare. It spreads weakness throughout my soul. If you could only see through my stare, would you ease the pain of my heart you stole I feel the emptiness expand within me Consuming the bright light I once held Such a love holds such as a substancial fee Now I must play the broken hand i've been dealt These days I wish for an indifference to come May it take away such intense feeling A battle of demons that can never be won I pray for the strength to induce my healing Pain is addicting when you have nothing else An emotion to cling to when all is hollow Like a lonely doll collecting dust on a shelf So much confusion with no reason to follow The worst of the knowing is mine A reality that this discomfort is my fault I held false hope for a love so devine How can I seal my heart back in it's vault Never again will I allow these to trespass A heart can only be broken into so many peices The infractions on my being are countless I will find my way once the chaos ceases I feel as if I am prone to being masochistic A pattern my past has surely shown I struggle to be practical and realistic Swimming, drowning in the emotions I am prone I hate so much the love I have for you Even with all of the things considered The lines I had drawn are all askew And I fight with how not to be bitter The one thing that gives me hope and courage is knowing the arsenal I am building Saving my energy to rise up and flourish A power no one will see me yielding [comments] => 0 [counter] => 152 [topic] => 48 [informant] => Last_of_a_Dying_Breed [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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