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[aid] => mick
[title] => Because of You
[time] => 2011-12-18 10:02:38
[hometext] => I got the inspiration of this from the song Because of You by Kelly Clarkson. The poem is about a 14 year old girl who gets emotionally abused by all the people in her life and has headaches or migraines every day and struggles not to commit suicide.
[bodytext] => I was happy happy enough then you came home then school started I wasn't happy anymore Because of You I'd wake up pounding in my head and try to scream but barely a groan would leave my mouth Because of You I sit on the bus Cry the whole way there Afraid of what will happen Because of You You were supposed to be my friend What happened to that? Now tears wash down my face Because of You Fat Ugly Stupid Gross Nobody Dumb Deaf Smelly Annoying Devil The names stab me like knives Because of You Called into the office again failing 1 or 2 classes again I cry my eyes out again Because of You Finally Home But the tears still come Because of You I feel like a failure But i can't cry You'll see it as weakness I just want the love the others get You say Eveything I do is wrong Can't do nothing right I know I'm stupid Because of You I take the razor and make the slow cut on my arm until the pain numbs me Because of You The counselor The principal The teachers The friends They think I'm depressed They try to find out why Funny, how we never blame ourselves for things gone wrong Funny, how we notice some people When others are invisible Even to the authorities Who's the bully now? You can talk to me, do what you want to me But in the end the decision is mine And i just might end it tonight Because of You My friend is depressed Why doesn't the counselor see her? the principal? the teachers? her friends? Because she's invisible And they are all just like the students bullying her I don't want all this attention Give it to her She has little to trust And she's closer to the edge but all of them look at me if they had the pain, i do They would look like this too So I'll cry another night And I'll go back to the horror for another day And I'll try but won't succeed Because of You The Gun in one hand Knife in the other I do what's right for everyone Because of You [comments] => 1 [counter] => 74 [topic] => 48 [informant] => Homeslice [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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