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[aid] => mick
[title] => Without You.
[time] => 2011-11-20 23:45:21
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[bodytext] => Today is the last day of my life. Even if I do not die, I am already dead inside. Empty and shattered, how much worse can it get? But I’m always surprised. I don’t know why, after all the time why. It’s always the same line, day after day. Someone please save me from the unstoppable. The impossible is possible, if you believe. But I don’t, and never had. There was a time I remember, not so long ago but I forgot. All the things I said to you, but how I regret it. Why did you leave? I'm not sure, but now that you're gone a piece of me is missing. Won't you please return it? And come back to me. Please come home. I sit and wait, staring up at the sun hoping I will be blinded by it's darkness. For I have nothing left to see for, without your face. I hold my breath, hoping it will be my last. Taking a deep breath, I tell myself it will get better, but I don't believe it will. Sometimes I think of your eyes, just your eyes. But why can't I remember your face? I want to, but maybe it's been too long. So many things I wish I could tell you, but I forgot. So much regret, and still I miss you. Please come home. Memories eat away at me until I’m dead. I’m inching closer every day. Memories remembered, some repressed. What were they? I don’t know and don’t care to think. Of all the times we were together, I never wished it would end, but it always did. But no more bad thoughts, no more… But it never stops, the thoughts come back as soon as I forget. Sometimes I lose my mind, and wonder where it went. Hopefully somewhere better then this. I don’t blame it. Someday I’ll take us both away, to someplace safe. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 110 [topic] => 32 [informant] => banda5k1 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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