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[aid] => mick
[title] => I wish I wasn't me.
[time] => 2011-11-14 18:07:12
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[bodytext] => For years I’ve felt this way, Always alone and always afraid. Afraid of the demons in my closet. What a life I have lived, Full of shame and guilty pleasure. To remember anything of the past disgusts me. And my future doesn’t look any brighter. I wish there was a way I could go away, And be someone else, someone happy. But still I am me, and it’s sickening. Tomorrow won’t be any better. I want to fly away from here, please let me fly away. I need to… Sometimes when I think of all the things I’ve said, All the things I’ve done. I just want to die, please let me die. I’ll never be happy, but that’s always the same. Always upset, always to blame. Nothing looks good, everything bad. In futures past, and at present it’s all I have. Nothing to look forward to, but I’ve said it before. Please I want to live no more… [comments] => 0 [counter] => 100 [topic] => 32 [informant] => banda5k1 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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