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[sid] => 168151
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => The cold
[time] => 2011-10-27 15:15:29
[hometext] => I need the cold. I need a black, empty room filled with nothing, but the four corners it consists of. I need apathy and solitude. I need the cold.
[bodytext] => I've lost myself somewhere in the abyss. In the black, never ending darkness. And yet sometimes I feel nothing amiss. But this torment is very far from bliss. How strange to feel so dead, so numb And still to sadness I would succumb Its the worst of both worlds of which I'm from This pain I feel I must keep mum I thought I'd given up long ago Didn't think, didn't care anymore And yet, yes, here I am again In the darkness I so much disdained The end of my rope has reached me now I've tried not to fall, but don't know how So I'll spiral down this damp, dark hole And see the light of day, never more Stuck in a world, from here to hell I thought that I had reached my cell Trapped in this eternity I wonder what will come of me. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 90 [topic] => 75 [informant] => MissTeenSuicide [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => anguished )
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