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[sid] => 168140
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => PAIN!
[time] => 2011-10-27 08:22:01
[hometext] => My mom makes me and my brother feel like a wast of space my sister told us we are not important and I told her to go to he'll and she told me to go f*** my self and my mom is flipping out saying I needed it and I'm trying to make it true the pain alone
[bodytext] => Pain, it takes years for it to hit me and when it dose it hits me hard Leaving me hopeless and unable to smile The memories I once had seem only like storys nothing more I cry non stop wishing to hear someone tell me it's going to be okay But all I ever get is I'm a pain good for nothing I get told I'm not important it's all my family ever will say I'm the reason my family is so messed up I could be in florda with my grandma and she wouldn't be just another memory I stayed in Nebraska got adopted and now I'm dead in side I only feel like I'm better off dead zoo I only hide Pain, it hits and it hits hard Now I just shut my trap so they dont get a reason to hate me any more than they all ready do I get that I'm a pain I try and work and get it all done right but I got delt the wrong card Im ready to give it all up and stand on my own but i fear I'll fall far below il to the depts of hell Whats the point of loving someone if you only get hurt so much I need to be with him he makes it all better but worse at the same time [comments] => 2 [counter] => 99 [topic] => 6 [informant] => Dezchapm [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => AngryPoetry )
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