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[sid] => 167008
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => STORM
[time] => 2011-08-16 20:55:00
[hometext] => at one point in time i becme so depressed hat drugs and pills and cutting were the only things that kept me alive, while at the same time these things slowly killed me. i wrote this right before i cut so deep i almost bleed to death.
[bodytext] => rain streaks down my window just like the tears streak down my face. water drips to the ground as the blood drips down my wrists. thunder pounds through out the sky echoing my heart pounding in my chest. lightning cuts through the sky just like i cut deeper and deeper. two storms. two wants. one wants to be seen and heard aknowledged and feared. the other wants to be set free. to wreak havoc and end my pain. outside the thunder pulses while inside my pulse races. should i? or shouldnt i? outside the rain is steady while inside my tears become sobs, become pleas for death will i? or wont i? two storms. two wants. outside lightning brightens the sky inside everything goes dark and begins to die. can i? Or cant i? two storms. one solution. just like with all storms you have to let them run their course they only last a little while and the damage is replacable outside the storm rages on inside i bleed and bleed and bleed ......................... outside the sun begins to emege inside i finally let go. i did it. didnt i? [comments] => 0 [counter] => 174 [topic] => 72 [informant] => SUMMERGIRL2011 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => self-harmpoetry )
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