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[aid] => mick
[title] => Blame Me.
[time] => 2011-07-13 21:04:33
[hometext] => Comment?
[bodytext] => If you spent a day in my mind you could never be the same, but you'd come to find, with every heartbroken rhyme, I'm really the one to blame. It's not to say Logan didn't rip apart my fragile self esteem, but my swirling thoughts made every thing worse than how it should have seemed. James was the one who pressured me into doing what I knew was wrong, and though he put me through so much more I still stayed with him for so long. Caleb never seemed to allow my smile to fade away, I just wasn't good enough for him to want to stay. All these things dig at me, each and everyday. If I had one wish, it would be to make this all disappear. All the pain, the scars and the voices that keep me here. I could finally allow myself to be done, I just have too much fear. I know that it all gets too deep and I let myself feel so much pain, sure they helped, but are they really to blame? I'm pathetic, will I be the same? How long can I handle this game...? [comments] => 0 [counter] => 115 [topic] => 22 [informant] => marlenarawrxd [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => LostLove )
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