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[aid] => mick
[title] => My words
[time] => 2011-05-02 16:28:42
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[bodytext] => The day my life begin was the day i open my eyes to what was going on around me I tried not to believe it and i didn't want to believe it I was being hurt i was being lied to I realize i didn't need that pain and i didn't need to be treated like that I am a better man then that i know i am not perfect but i am glad am not cause then i would not be me I am happy the way i am and i know someone out there will love me for me and would never want me to change My heart has been broking over over again and i always went back but no more the only way i am going is forward with my head high and never going to look back at the past I could wright a book about my past but i am not the writing type i am surprise i am writing this When it comes down to it i am human i have feeling even if i hind them behind my smile so no one knows how i really feel inside If anyone every sees through my smile and ask me what is wrong i will tell them there is times when i just want to cry and let it all out but no one is there to catch me when i fall so i have to try and be strong but i can only be strong so long before i do break down to my knees with tears falling from my eyes with no one to wipe them away for me The 3 main people i have to stay strong for is my 3 kids I cant let them see there dad is weak I want to do so much for them but i can only do so much when i want to do more through my eyes I have been push down tripped and anything else you can think of but i have always got back up for another round my heart may be bruised but not stopped The pain i feel i cant put into words just maybe one day someone can turn that pain into happiness again [comments] => 0 [counter] => 71 [topic] => 21 [informant] => larry [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Lifepoems )
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