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[sid] => 16583
[catid] => 1
[aid] => Mick
[title] => I'll Get It Right This Time
[time] => 2003-04-27 06:05:00
[hometext] => Written Mother's Day 2002, the height of my depression. Though it became the turning point for me. Another not previously posted. I never liked anyone to see the weaker side of me, to see that at times, I couldn't cope. I can't bring myself to read it now (copy & paste is a wonderful thing!)
[bodytext] => I don’t deserve all this
Don’t do all this for me! I can’t accept these flowers Don’t bake a cake for me! I don’t do enough for you Don’t spare you enough time I tore apart our family It’s no-one’s fault but mine! I should’ve done something sooner Should’ve saved you all this pain I’m no good as a mother Things will never be the same I’m no longer strong enough I can’t stand up and fight It matters not how hard I try I just never get things right So go away, just leave me be You’ll understand someday You’ll do better without me Your father will sit and play My darlings, I’m so sorry I love you and I let you down But I think I’ve found the answer It’s hidden in my gown. So I’ll just go up to my room Get out of everyone’s way I’m tired and I need to sleep So please don’t ask me to stay I’ll kiss you all goodnight now Don’t worry about the noise you make I’ll just lock my bedroom door Tell your father make no mistake ....I’ll get it right this time! [comments] => 0 [counter] => 177 [topic] => 36 [informant] => Debz [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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