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[title] => One Spring, one Summer, and a Fall
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[bodytext] => The next days, weeks, maybe years will be hard. It has already been. There are questions that just do not have answers.. hence “I don’t know”. If I can know the future I would have done things differently. But I would still shake your hand.. kiss you even. But I would have not told you many things I did. I will not reveal myself like I have. I didn’t know by showing you what I’m carrying…you’l l want to carry it for me. Even with my sincere gesture: “I’m fine, thank you.” I believe you. You love intensely. You’re not cold. because I felt it myself. Today I stared at your face.. for how long I don’t remember. now I wish I’ve seen you in the light. It’s hard to put a face to a voice and keep it in memory when it’s always been dark. But at least there’s the feeling. Sometimes a touch is enough. I didn’t want to own you. Because I know I cant. I’ve always known my spot. I know im not the queen. ..princess enslaved. (laughs). I still look at your way and hope to see you there. Its really hard to get used to not even seeing your shadow anymore. I don’t know if there’s truth to your words: you get used to absence easily. But maybe that’s what it is. I would be lying if I tell you the same. It definitely requires getting used to, for me. Yet, perhaps, its necessary. I do not hate you. As my song goes..its not your fault I played the fool. You have so much reason to be the way you are. To an extent I know how that goes. Only, we have different breeding grounds. In the end, I will take the good memories. .. and pains too. Life isn’t fair like you said but people can be…if they’d only try. In the next days, weeks and months I know I won’t do well, and I know you know. I don’t know how long I will need a cane to keep me from falling. No, I don’t need condescension.. please. My heart longs and it jumps at the sight of you. Funny after all the austerity, and inappropriate labels… I know when you’re looking at me. I feel even the quickest glance. And I know, the walls that you put up aren’t even high or strong enough… I would melt in the crowd again, like I used to do. Become one of the faces. Unnoticeable. Hoping no one will pay attention. No..not even a name..”trouble”. Unless the reverberation of my dance, my song, haunts me. (when you put me on a spot light). Then, they will eat me alive. I know we are here because you have finally allowed me of what I asked. Because you followed my petition, even if you do not agree with it. Thank you. It’s also not easy for me, ‘hal ko. A spring, one summer, and a fall is better than nothing at all. P.S. To the Queen, because there are 3 princes I didn’t… I don’t own but I have. To the 8th color of the rainbow: Friendship, only, if you remain her king. God: Take me back. [comments] => 3 [counter] => 206 [topic] => 43 [informant] => OnceAnAngel [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => oops )
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