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[sid] => 162111
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Cold and Alone
[time] => 2010-09-01 00:50:37
[hometext] => Just tired of Happiness running away from me
[bodytext] => It's cold inside my mom's house, it helps me sleep at night, you don't hear anything not even a mouse. I see how sunny it is outside, I hear the birds chirping, and how beautiful it looks outside. I step out to feel the warmth in the air, instead I feel cold and alone, it isn't fair. I see the bright side on the other side of the window I reach and my hand out, I'm almost here, I can almost feel it....I lost it. Happiness isn't meant for me or God wouldn't put me through these tragedies I've given up on my self, I quit trying at the end I always feel like dying I'm done feeling like an emotional child like nobody cares for me to think I deserve nobody not even the biggest jerk, I'm so sick of feeling cold, alone, angry and hurt. I'm through with being the outsider not by choice I don't know why I have a larynx. I'm never heard, what's the point in using my voice? I'm now deep inside a dark tunnel waiting to be saved, lets just hope it doesn't take me to my grave. [comments] => 3 [counter] => 189 [topic] => 48 [informant] => Beautifully-Imperfect [notes] => Corrected spelling as requested ~ Moderator_18 Sept 2, 2010 [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 10 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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