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[aid] => mick
[title] => I Wish I Could Take It Back
[time] => 2010-05-31 19:20:27
[hometext] => I was in hospital recently. There was a nurse there who I can see now really cared but at the time I was so ill I thought he was against me and I hurt him... I'm so sorry Luke!
[bodytext] => Walking through memories, Staining my mind. I scarred myself that day, That I made you almost cry. You only wanted to help me, And I threw it into your face. Fuelled by paranoia, Fuelled by fear and rage. I thought you were against me, And I made it more than clear. I wish I could forget how you looked at me, When your face was full of rage and fears. … Looking back wishing, I could go back to the start. Before the abuse struck, Before it ripped me apart. I wish I could see you laughing, While I smiled at your jokes. Or when I was crying, How you lifted my hopes. I wish I could return there, Or maybe see you one last time. To tell you I am sorry, I wish you could see this threw my eyes. But I accept that you’re past caring, And I’ll never hate you for that. I know I did upset you. That day I finally snapped. And I have hurt myself. For lashing out and breaking. You only wanted to help me, And I turned round and started crying. Believing you were lying… And you got the hit from that. And I just want you to know now, I wish I could take it back… [comments] => 2 [counter] => 203 [topic] => 48 [informant] => deathdrop [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 4 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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