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[sid] => 160034
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => memories long forgotten... or not
[time] => 2010-05-21 17:51:42
[hometext] => iwrote this to sort of tell the story of my life..
[bodytext] => pretend like every torn photograph didn''t mean a thing, pretend like every memory is just so faint and dim, pretend like your ohk while our memories float away.. is there anything left to say.? empty gaping holes in my heart, only to be filled with drugs from the start. the alcohol numbed the pain. you hurt me as if you had something to gain. the drinking and drugs became and everyday event, throwing away life just to stop the torment. then the feeling of escape was eluded, if only ihad something secluded.. itook my time my moments percise, to swallow the pills and grab the knife. iwasn't afraid to stare death right in the face, cause iknew that to everybody iwas nothing but a disgrace. moments flash back a childhood fears, laying on the floor drowning in my own tears. daddy didn't love you your all he never wanted, now your dreams shall be haunted. with the memory of getting beat and left he stole your childhood like a theft. your long forgotten friend crowds your mind, a story that you don't have to remind. the bullet flew through the air, then the next thing you know he has a blank stare. there you go a life in despair, now you know me shall we compare? [comments] => 0 [counter] => 151 [topic] => 36 [informant] => xxarielserenaxx [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 10 [ratings] => 3 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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