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[aid] => mick
[title] => The wounds inside me
[time] => 2010-05-13 06:59:01
[hometext] => Feelings about a break up
[bodytext] => I pretend to the world like everything is fine, when really inside I can feel little parts of me die. I don't know what to do, how to go on. I just need someone to lean on, some support in my time of need, it is so hard sometimes, I laugh, smile, make my funny little jokes so everyone knows I am ok. When really all I want to do is curl up and cry. Another part of me dies when I think about him. “It should have lasted forever. What went wrong, how do I fix it?” It is like a litany in my head. Not knowing if I have made the biggest mistake of my life, alienated the one who truly loves me? Or have I just made the best decision of my life, will I eventually get over this to find myself stronger, happier, or will I just be this miserable forever? And the worst part? Knowing it is my doing. Sure I can blame him, he was never here, he never showed me he cared but in the end it was me who rocked the boat. Now I am sinking deep, and I don't know how to find the surface. [comments] => 0 [counter] => 123 [topic] => 22 [informant] => itiswhatitis [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 3 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => LostLove )
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