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[aid] => mick
[title] => Burdens of Guilt
[time] => 2010-02-21 22:33:17
[hometext] => I havent written for quite a while. Its 2 AM give me a break.
[bodytext] => The world never seemed so dark until I grew up I look back on the times where I had no worries Not a care I wake up each morning with the empty feeling Feeling of burden, feeling of responsibility, feeling of guilt My words as they leave my mouth seem useless and bland The colors have faded The sounds have become dull Music I used to love seems boring Things I used to do seem disappointing I have died Not in soul per say but in mind I no longer strive for the attention of others just to try and be cool High School popularity no longer matters Friends I used to have, have passed me in life Girlfriends of the past have long since forgotten me I was everything, in the prime of my life Now I am nothing Worth nothing I go to sleep each night with the same empty feeling To much of a wuss to commit the act Hoping I just don't wake up Afraid to dissapoint Tired of life [comments] => 0 [counter] => 102 [topic] => 43 [informant] => xoxpaperxheartxox [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 4 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => oops )
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