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[aid] => mick
[title] => No title
[time] => 2010-02-03 16:11:13
[hometext] => Sorry for the rambling..I just had a lot on my mind
[bodytext] => Maybe someday i'll become something that makes them proud,real with arms and legs so I can walk away from all the ones that are yelling. I don't understand.Nothings right,and everyone is the same. Aunts,uncles,cousins,and dads..treating your life as it's a game.These sort of things just don't die down once it happens, someone ruins it and tells a whole crowd.It'd be easier if they'd just shut their mouths. I just wanna run away,for a couple of days..and do nothing but hope that an angel would find me and cure all hurt.I'm the one they've grown to hate, they hide the things they say;but it's not like it's too hard to figure out. You can tell by they way the stare and whisper to the ones that agree. My heart...it's locked up in chains.I need someone to set it free,mother is the only on that's helping.The rest are just considering me as a waste of space. They don't know how it feels,staying up at night because of nightmares... faking like you're okay just so that people will stop asking. There's too much running through my head,I just wanna scream. I try so hard to ignore what happened,but the truth is I just can't. Things like that just don't go away that fast.As a matter of fact,it'll always stay with me. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 165 [topic] => 6 [informant] => karinagutierrez121 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 4 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => AngryPoetry )
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