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[sid] => 15650
[catid] => 1
[aid] => Mick
[title] => Black & Blue
[time] => 2003-04-06 09:35:00
[hometext] => I wrote this one up quick.. I had to use it to get myself outta my mood
[bodytext] => If you see me from the outside,
doesn't everything look fine? What's your first impression? She has everything in line-- Doesn't she look happy? She stands so straight and tall. actually I hate bad posture, cuz I'm not happy at all... Can't you see inside me, that my heart is black and blue? Can't you see it in my eyes, from my point of view? My heart's been to a pulp- I desperately want out. The world is cruel, my life is stagnant. but I know what its all about... I want so much to leave this place. There's nothing for me here. Someone help me get out this town! Yet I stay because of fear... A fear I won't succeed in life, A fear that I will fail, A fear I'll live out on the streets, To no where I will sail. Because of high expectations I've been nothing but let down. Because of love and emotions, I've suffocated and drowned. When I say my heart is black and blue, It's because it's been misused. Dropped and thrown around in strange places, you're probably amused. I must be really selfish, I want out of this mood. I feel like two persons in one body fighting for what is whos. I pray for what's waiting out there, for dynamic fullfilling life. I have all I could ever need. but... not ready to be a wife. They say it's good to be patient, For whats needed the Lord will provide. I seek Life and Love eternal. One day, to be in heaven... by the Lord's side. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 158 [topic] => 48 [informant] => One_L [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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