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[aid] => mick
[title] => Chaos Again
[time] => 2009-12-29 08:56:46
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[bodytext] => I live for the pain that I see on your face; I live for the hopes that one day I can erase All the hurt that you’ve ever seen. I just wish you knew how much it kills me To live this life every day, To watch you cry, to watch you smile, Even if that’s what makes my life worthwhile. So I hide and I lie about the pain that you cause Because I hate when you’re mad and you always are. I can’t be upset, I’m not allowed to hurt; Yet you’re the only one who would understand, The only one who can know. Please forgive me, if I die today; The pain is becoming more than I can take. A physical hurt, a want of breath, Tightness and panic rising in my chest; All become my constant friends, Along with hunger, the means to the end. You have to know, you have to see, How far simple things could go to saving me. But it will never be enough, there’s too much that’s passed. God please just set me free at last. I’m not strong anymore, hurts to walk out the door, But it hurts to say in the room infinitely more. So here I am, starting things again; Seems that chaos and pain are my only true friends. [comments] => 0 [counter] => 97 [topic] => 43 [informant] => ChaosFactor [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 3 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => oops )
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