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[sid] => 155730
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Suicide At Xmas?
[time] => 2009-12-08 08:11:25
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[bodytext] => SUICIDE AT XMAS? EVERY MINUTE OF EVERY DAY I WALK THROUGH PLACES WE WALKED RECALL THE WORDS THAT WE TALKED THE LOVE I WAITED SO LONG TO FIND IS NOW PLAYING TRICKS WITH MY MIND I’M NOT GETTING ANY STRONGER CAN’T GO ON LIKE THIS TOO MUCH LONGER? I’VE TURNED INTO A GHOST FOR I’M HIDDEN BY MY PAIN AM I SLOWLY GOING INSANE? WHEN SOMETHING THAT YOU LOVED DIES BECAUSE OF THE DECEIT AND LIES HOW CAN I PUT INTO WORDS HOW MY HEART FEELS? INNER THOUGHTS NO LONGER SEEM RIGHT AND WORRY PLAGUES ALL MY DREAMS EVERY NIGHT IT’S OH SO LONELY IN MY HEAD WOULD IT NOT BE BETTER TO BE DEAD? IF NOTHING LASTS FOREVER SHOULD WE STILL STAY TOGETHER? EVERYTHING HAS GONE NOW MY JOB, MY FAITH IN PEOPLE, MY LOVE, MY HOPE, MY DREAMS IS MY LIFE REALLY AS IT SEEMS? IS THERE NOT ONE OTHER WAY TO MAKE THIS PAIN GO AWAY? MAYBE SUICIDE AT XMAS? THERE CAN BE LITTLE DOUBT IT’S THE COWARDS WAY OUT BUT AT LEAST ALL MY SUFFERING WOULD END AT LAST SOMETHING ON WHICH TO DEPEND [comments] => 1 [counter] => 129 [topic] => 32 [informant] => andrewhs [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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