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[sid] => 155651
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[aid] => mick
[title] => Depression
[time] => 2009-12-06 02:08:39
[hometext] => I suffer from depression this was writtten on a bad day. id like to know what people think. Thanks Devz
[bodytext] => I look outside at the sunny sky then close the curtains I wanna die. I live in darkness everyday hoping the pain will go away but that's not gonna happen here instead Il keep the pain and fear I try to hide but that's no good you see its running through my blood i wonder what will make it better, pills? a knife? mustn't forget my letter but waking up to a nurse again i realize its not the end the days keep coming they're just as bad this is why im very sad hoping for god to strike me down so I can loose this constant frown my hearts giving up its got no go as for my mind its getting slow I want to leave this twisted place that's made me crumble and loose my grace to find somewhere better not near but afar maybe Il find me my own little star so I can look down and see where I was and chuckle a little maybe because the depression has lifted its no longer here I can be happy there's nothing to fear the sun shines brightly I soak it in, chilled out and relaxed with an ear to ear grin. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 163 [topic] => 61 [informant] => DEVZ [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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