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[sid] => 153253
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Brians Fool
[time] => 2009-09-15 07:35:37
[hometext] => I wrote this at 2am when I couldn't sleep, I have had the idea in my head for a while
[bodytext] => I have been the fool for four years now Long ago I removed my crown I’m not his princess nor will I ever be I hate the refection when I look I see I would rather be hated then ignored But asking for that is too much more Cause I am Brian’s fool it’s all I have ever been Everyone sees it yet still it doesn’t end His friends ask me why my friends don’t approve I no longer cry I am no longer moved I go through the motions I stand by his side I’m there when he needs me I listen to the lies No end in sight so scared to be me Looking in the mirror I wonder what he sees Does he realize yet that I am nothing more Than Brian’s fool Waiting always by the door Four years too long I have played this game I have dealt with denial and fear and pain I never asked for much that you couldn’t give Just more than this simple life that I live I don’t live in the clouds I know what I should do Run as fast and far as I can from you Cause I am your fool Its all I know how to be Everyone says it just not to me Your friends smile and wave my friends are just lost My heart wants to cave But inside I’m too strong I do what I have to I get through my days I work cause I need to somehow get away Seeing my reflection In the door forever closed I wonder what I’m doing playing lover with a foe Do you realize yet that I am nothing more Than your forever fool Waiting always by the door Four years now we have watched her fade away We have said what we could and did what we may She never wanted more than to be loved for being her She deserves better it is the one thing we are sure We are her family, her friend and his No one approves of the pretend life they live Right now she is falling, just not out of love No one is there to catch her and she cant rise above There is no happy ending until she stops waiting at the door And accepts the fact he doesn’t love her and never did before [comments] => 2 [counter] => 160 [topic] => 6 [informant] => DD [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 6 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => AngryPoetry )
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