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[aid] => mick
[title] => The danger of not knowing
[time] => 2009-08-12 18:27:01
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[bodytext] => You walk with strength, grace, and pride, Denying the emotions you’re trying to hide. Some days you feel as if you’re not good enough Like the only way you can survive is by acting this tough. But I know most days you’re lost and scared… I know you’re on your own but you’re unprepared. It’s hard to change from the monster you are… Especially sine you’ve already done it before. But that girl who changed you from the monster you were Is the same one that made you change back into a monster once more. So here you are, nothing to lose, nothing to do but chase the speed. That needle, that pipe, that heroine, that weed, People believe you think that’s all you need. But behind closed doors you hit the floor, Scream at the ceiling you don’t want to live anymore. Go to the closet, grab the gun, Curse yourself for not giving life a good run. Aim the gun straight at your head, Ask for forgiveness as you lay down on your bed. Pull the trigger, but the gun doesn’t fire, Out of breath, you didn’t know how much energy this would require. Take it as a sign from god above, That life is something you’re worthy of. [comments] => 0 [counter] => 174 [topic] => 66 [informant] => thesweetestsin65 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 4 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => drugabuse )
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