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[sid] => 15159
[catid] => 1
[aid] => Mick
[title] => Rotten Friendships
[time] => 2003-03-29 15:05:00
[hometext] =>
[bodytext] => I have a love,
I have a life, but what happened to the friends? I've thrown them all away, or maybe they were never really there. I'm a happy soul, but right now, the tears won't stop and the sun won't shine. It feels like we've gone back to middle school, where cruelty and depression thrived. I don't feel close to them, I don't feel accepted by them. It is said that I didn't make the effort, but I also didn't talk behind their backs. I'm too negative, I'm not fun- it's all my fault, none on their part. I don't think that, but maybe the rest of mankind does... I'll never understand... Why am I feeling as if I am destroying everything, when I really think it's just them? I'm not accepted, I'm not understood. [comments] => 0 [counter] => 140 [topic] => 32 [informant] => vampy [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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