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[aid] => mick
[title] => Will she read this?
[time] => 2009-06-09 01:12:18
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[bodytext] => The best times of my life, and also the worst Love is bliss, and love also hurts Our love was so new and we were so young The clouds and the fire, we walked among We lost our little boy and everything changed Our lives were shattered, never the same As time went by we could talk about him The light would shine, and then it would dim There were plenty of rises and plenty of falls But our love was everything, and you were my all It started to slip and I could feel it go I didn’t want it to change, you were all I did know I accepted your deception, as you had mine I tried to be okay, but things weren’t fine The image in my head was all I could see It was always us, but now there was you and then me Things would be good, then things would be bad One day I’d be happy and then the next day sad I couldn’t let go and that’s why you did I lost my heart, my soul, my very best friend It didn’t take long for you to find him I turned to alcohol as my new best friend I woke up and cried, I felt so empty inside I said I was okay, and that was a lie As time passed I thought I’d never make it You were my life and I wanted to take it It’s now been 3 years as I sit here and write So why in the world do I still think about you tonight? We haven’t spoken in 2 years but not a day goes by That I don’t think of you and miss you, and want to say hi But you’re married to him and I need to let go But how is that possible, I wish I did know Everything we went through made me so strong But I’m still weak when it comes to you, even after this long I ask God why, why do I have to think about you? But I never get an answer, and I still love you I understand we will never again be But I always thought it was supposed to be you and me Most nights are fine, for the most part I’m good But you’ve moved on, and I wish I finally could I want to and try to I just don’t know how I still miss you and love you and want you here now [comments] => 1 [counter] => 171 [topic] => 22 [informant] => 12345D [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => LostLove )
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