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[sid] => 150167
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[aid] => mick
[title] => i am (not) alive
[time] => 2009-05-26 01:01:03
[hometext] =>
[bodytext] => i want what i am i cant have what you need to survive this inexplicable curse you found it controls me i am a puppet to your diseased plastic eye this ruination of my life this necessary humiliation i must submit to what i cannot fathom or write or sing about or know or have known that which i am blind to i cannot feel you you know me now i am the child of never bleeding before you forever and you bleed for it and it's the most beautiful chaos i've ever caused the hardest thing for mankind to imagine it cost me nothing only the knowledge of the air that i breathe and the hole inside of us all and there is nothing to be done about it now like a spider cringe and retreat cry for all is lost and falling apart and only your greed is to blame i am wandering right through it [comments] => 2 [counter] => 335 [topic] => 20 [informant] => simsalabim [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => InternetLove )
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