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[sid] => 150121
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Meant to be
[time] => 2009-05-24 10:21:17
[hometext] => Something I wrote when times are tough
[bodytext] => Im meant to be in pain My whole life is insane why am I this nervous wreck why cant i get no respect It seems like this everyday why cant it just be my way i guess it want meant to be but I just cant stop being me my sorrow is so deep i wish I could die in my sleep this world is so mean to me but it was just meant to be I wanna live my life but I cant wait to die as I put this gun to my head I say goodbye This world is too much i hate my life I'll rather slash my throat with a knife maybe i wasn't meant to be happy after all but no matter what i will not fall still I stand yall, no matter the circumstance I look in the mirror and take 1 last glance but I wont do it so I put my weapon down cuz if i kill myself Im hellbound in this ignorant world I just have to be me i guess it was just meant to be [comments] => 1 [counter] => 156 [topic] => 48 [informant] => shady91 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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