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[aid] => mick
[title] => Confession
[time] => 2009-05-22 12:08:32
[hometext] => its kind of a confession
[bodytext] => I miss the you I thought you were. I miss the way you used to smile at me And the way you used to look at me when you thought I couldn’t see The way your hand used to creep onto my knee afraid of rejection How you can make me smile with just the thought of that smile you wear so well The smile that brightens my day The longing for that daily invitation to be by your side The reason I found myself constantly checking my phone for that text Those few words that made me smile that stupid smile I remember these things and I feel invincible But then my word comes crashing down with reality I remember now How my day never feels the same without that stupid text How I can’t imagine myself with anyone but you Knowing that nothing I can say will make a difference I need to forget you I can’t bring myself to I constantly have that feeling of helplessness, Hopelessness, Need. Knowing I will never see my favourite smile again Those green eyes that light up my day And that strange mix of confidence and uncertainty Because of this I feel abused. Distraught you could do this to me Make me feel this way When did I begin to care? I need to remember those frequent distressing times When you made me feel inferior Worthless Distraught with pain Just a pawn in your game Because of you I’m trying my hardest to forget everything about you, through the pain and the misery it’s causing. Because of you I don’t know how to let anyone else in. I don’t know if I can face this pain again. The worst feeling is knowing exactly what I want but whatever I do I will never have what I really want Need perhaps You! [comments] => 1 [counter] => 173 [topic] => 22 [informant] => nicole639 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => LostLove )
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