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[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Animal Inside My Soul
[time] => 2009-05-15 16:02:10
[hometext] => this dark poem has a bit of self-harm thrown in with it. Also slight vampire instincts. and warning: kinda graphic. I don't want anyone yelling at me, so I warn you: if you don't like sick and disgusting things like gouging out eyes, then don't read this.
[bodytext] => Shaking back and forth Rocking on my bed Gripping the sheets Pressing me knees to my chest Staring wide eyed at the blank wall Getting more images of your blood, smeared on my fingers Makes me shudder more Makes me disbelieve how much I really love you I can't stop imagining your death As if I have some sick pleasure with that thought But really I cringe and the thought of you getting a mere papercut I must me some sick, twisted madman In my dreams I long to bite you Make you bleed out On the cold ground In the darkest alley With the tallest brick walls And the most twists and turns I am a monster I stalk you in the night With a dagger in my hand Jeweled on the hilt Please, make this end Put me out of my misery No longer shall I see these dark visions If I no longer have eyes to see through Maybe I'll gouge out my eyes Maybe I'll snip my eyelids off So that I will no longer sleep I will only see the darkness of night Thriving in darkness... I'll be the insomniac You will no longer wish to see me I will stare at you with unclosing eyes Or I will not see you anymore Maybe I'll light my eyes on fire Or just my whole body Douse myself in lighter fuel Light a match, drop it on the ground... Feel the flames licking at my skin Burning me alive A hard suicide One you would definitely frown upon I imagine the way you touch me And it makes all the pain go away The way your lips feel on mine Is a wonderful, yet brief, escape from reality Your body against mine Another escape Although this one is not quite as brief And it is much more long lasting After my quick escape I return to the dark world of my dreams Where I hurt you Torture you endlessly The animal inside my being Inside my soul Is tearing me apart And eating away at my brain This animal inside me Begs me for blood And I try to block it out But I know that it will conquer me Despite all that I try It won't leave me be I cannot force this beast down It has become my soul. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 184 [topic] => 13 [informant] => Innocent_Sinner [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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