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[sid] => 149374
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Untitled
[time] => 2009-04-24 16:33:22
[hometext] => havent finished it... what was on my mind. any ideas to finish it?
[bodytext] => I pull the blade As the tears roll down my face I'm slowly starting to fade How'd I get to this place? Am i out of my mind? Have I lost control? Must I be blind? Im falling into an empty dark hole. Someone please help me out Shoving my fingers down my throat is not helping I wanna scream, i wanna shout Crying and yelping So far from being pretty At least I can make my wrist look nice I'll draw a little picture Maybe I'll cut just once, or maybe twice... The blood is dripping I feel the satisfaction and pride I feel the blade slipping my skin is ripping Then realize this is something i'll need to hide How's this helping? Why can't i stop? I'm filled with fear And cannot stop shaking Whats wrong with me? Why is my heart aching? Why won't the pain leave? All my unhappinesss, It's all hidden under my sleeve... [comments] => 1 [counter] => 189 [topic] => 48 [informant] => jlokitty [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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