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[aid] => mick
[title] => will it ever be okay
[time] => 2009-01-30 00:23:42
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[bodytext] => Is it my fault? It feel like it That my parents aren't happy That home feels suffocating Running away just made it worse I've never seen such pain Such upset in my parents Now I'm back and they're angry At eachother, yelling, fighting I'm sitting in the basement Blaring music and the TV Wishing the screaming would stop I want to cry I blame myself Thinking I was better off I came back home only to find My family ripping apart at the seams Now I wonder if I shouldn't have come back I feel hopeless and hurt and responsible Do I have to watch this Watch my family break up The pain and angst I don't want to watch all of this horror The world is painful enough to live in I cannot bear it without my family That's a fate I cannot see It appears no matter what I do I'm bound Bound by fate to be forever unhappy I hurt my relationship with my family before And so I ran away My family and friends were hurt and upset So I came back in hopes to fix the problems I created And end up causing more Will I ever be able to do anything right? Will my family ever be happy? I cant say I want to see this life any further If we're bound to be tortured forever There's really nothing I can do To make our family better Is there? [comments] => 0 [counter] => 218 [topic] => 23 [informant] => DesolantDreamer [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => FamilyPoems )
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