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[sid] => 147488
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Whiskey Dreams and Memories
[time] => 2009-01-18 01:48:56
[hometext] => title says it all
[bodytext] => I am tired coming back here alone Having whiskey dreams and memories I try to be a normal one But that is me acting, not who I really am I see you across the bar Dancing that dance I see on TV Order another drink to kill the pain Is it wrong of me to feel this way I hate the fakers and players Would feel the same if you saw through me eyes Another shot of liquid courage I walk up and say hi, and we talk But you are gone and out there doing that dance So I order another drink and try to forget You look at me again and smile But I just sit back and watch you talk to guys Order another drink to kill that pain I hate this play that I find myself in Why do my friends continue to push me to change Saying that there is something wrong with me These feelings are starting to compound and way me down I want this all to end Another shot to make it all go away Why am still here sitting at the bar watching you I hate it all Damn it all F**k it all Order another drink cause I’ve already started See you dancing with that guy from across the bar Drown this pain in another drink I am a social ghost An anomaly of man I don’t feel the same as other people do I don’t act the same as all of you These days of a fog of whiskey are endless I can’t seem to escape WHY! WHY! Can I kill this person inside and live a lie Can act like all the people I watch Or should I sit back and enjoy the show. I do not know But for now I will close my eyes and enjoy these whiskey dreams and memories [comments] => 1 [counter] => 243 [topic] => 21 [informant] => spyndl [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Lifepoems )
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