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[sid] => 14747
[catid] => 1
[aid] => Mick
[title] => how it really is (actions vs. thoughts
[time] => 2003-03-22 17:45:00
[hometext] => this is how it is for me..it tells an ugly story
[bodytext] => I hate myself.
*cries* I'm not worth a d**n thing. *cuts* I want to f***** hurt. *ponders* I want to quit burdening this already awful world. *walks to bathroom* I can't do anything right. *picks up pills and robitussin* Everyone's sad or mad or frustrated because of me. *unscrews lids* Everything is my fault. *stares at drugs* I love you all. *ponders* I'm so sorry. *chugs robitussin* Please forgive me. *swallows pills* Trust me, you'll be better off in turn. *lays down to die* [comments] => 2 [counter] => 195 [topic] => 36 [informant] => lostforgood [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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