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[sid] => 147409
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Angel Of Darkness
[time] => 2009-01-13 00:24:09
[hometext] => it's about my nickname DARK ANGEL & what it really meansِ
[bodytext] => ** Angel Of Darkness ** No, mother I'm not your little angel anymore I'm what this world made of me A beast, a monster & innocence fades more & more To what this world curved us to be Yes, I wear a little angel smile mask But in my real world I'm the Angel Of Darkness Where I live there's only present. No future, no past Where all smile masks fall to a world of nothingness Here where everybody loses their sanity I try so hard to hold on to me But fighting alone is just so hard When everyone tries so hard not to see In a world where black rain falls People hurting, stabbing, torturing each other Watching them I'm about to go insane, lose my soul Screaming : stop killing your brothers Oh how I miss the little angel in the arms of my mother They all call me crazy for trying to be myself Calling me an Angel, & what they really mean is a prey Trying to pull me in their parade Calling me "the one who's gone astray" Shielding the dark, I try to run away But I can hear their voices whispering: You have another price to pay As they're haunting me I hear my heart pounding But the darkness keeps growing in my veins &I feel myself becoming what they want me to be They promise it'll stop the feelings, kill the pain Can this really happen if I gave up on me?? I'm so tired, I'm so sore I try to catch my breath I can't run anymore & I finally realize, there's no escaping this How naïve I am to think I can hide from it I turn away & walk slowly toward them, toward my end & from that moment on Angel Of Darkness remains a myth I can't smile anymore, no more pretend Before my surrender, There's nothing I remember But saying goodbye to my mother & now I joined the party Killing all whose on my way to reaching the top But what I can't understand When did my heartbeats stop??!! [comments] => 0 [counter] => 146 [topic] => 13 [informant] => dark_angel111 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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