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[aid] => Mick
[title] => tiammat
[time] => 2003-03-21 13:35:00
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[bodytext] => I can only write
and how many words I have to write.. nothing is more painful than living in a hopeless reality by looking at you I see a hope for a sacred resurrection to my soul to me you are a divine force that can decide my rebirth.. again and again.. you are the rain that i`m hoping for i`m hanging by one word and for one word one syllable can release me to a normal life full of hope or rush me down in my self abyss to dwell in despair and chaos.. i`m ready to walk, yes ready I am ready to walk from my place here to you yes really I will just to hear the word from you.. you always wanted to know my goals and what I wish to achieve you are my goal and all the achievement of my existence with no exaggeration truly and honestly with no exaggeration and all the rest is just some childish games in the way to you.. today I awe you my life and faith you refreshed my hell with your shadow and now to me every day is a new hope every dawn is a new life as well as every night is a new fear fear of a new hell.. you have a choice to give me reason to live or give me a reason to bleed.. and all forever with no delusions i`ll not survive your love I have to live with it or die without it.. don`t deny me your heart and fear not mine cause i`m hanging from a tree, still alive but never free it`s all easy, truly easy like a breathing of a child there is things that i`ve never told you were not ready to believe and still after all this time i`m afraid that you will not you will never believe me if I tell you when I saw you because I didn`t at first, it was far beyond my wild imagination that`s why now I care not about anything because everything is possible I care not now to write my future like I did before with an extreme caution and with huge devotion to my plans, ideas and beliefs may be some day you`ll be ready to hear from me the whole story.. until that time i`m living in the past memories of us yes I am really.. [comments] => 3 [counter] => 157 [topic] => 55 [informant] => wazarov [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => dedicatedpoems )
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