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[aid] => mick
[title] => One Too Many Pictures.
[time] => 2008-11-20 21:53:49
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[bodytext] => It all began in anger, and grew into something so much more The monster created by obsession, conceled by long sleeves and bedroom doors Prevented once by others, now avoiding her late night calls Her now self destructive habbit encased by her once loving bedroom walls Conceled behind lies of falling into bushes by mistake Her friends feeding off her lies, secretly cause her heart to break She sits on her floor lost in confusion, confidently embracing blade in hand Acting on impulse, endulging in ingnorance...Obeying her bodys demand Entrapted in her mind, reoccuring thoughts slowly turning her insane. Masking defeat with indifferance, she feels no need to complain... She carves to draw a picture, showing the world reflected through her eyes These red marked lines wont always be so easily disgusied Each line tells a different story, of when she's surrendered control Still as enticing as the first time, this cultprit replacing the innocence it stole A week of constant bickering, creates a portrait left unseen A masterpice of battle scars and beauty marks make her picasso at just fourteen. Her dependance on this drastic outlet, paves the way to this bloody masqurade She cannot help but embrace the sombering essance of feeling lonely yet betrayed One night she neglects her better judgement, slicing her way in hopes of releving the pain Ignoring the many consequences of ripping through the bulging pulsating vein She starts to bleed- it feels good, relief and depression sadly mixed It was then she ultimately realized she had made a mistake that could not be fixed Its too late her bodies dripping, Sprawled out on her bedroom floor. She carved one too many pictures, soon she'll cease to exsist anymore. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 208 [topic] => 72 [informant] => Jazzyfizzle [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => self-harmpoetry )
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