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[aid] => mick
[title] => This History and Future of Mine
[time] => 2008-09-18 09:27:39
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[bodytext] => I wish I wouldn't have lost the bullet From the first gun I ever shot I didn't want to, but he dared me ..I guess it was that way with us alot 'Finger on the trigger, don't fall backwards,' He stood behind me to make sure I didn't And when it was over he held my hand and put the golden shining thing inside it. I wish I wouldn't have lost my worth To the first boy I ever held dear, I didn't think it would happen like that. It was so fast.. and insincere. 'Put your hands here, don't be afraid,' He whispered in my ear to make sure I wasn't. And when it was over he held my hand and said 'it feels right' and i said, 'it doesn't' and, everything i said i would never become,.. i lose things that are not mine, and i can never go back home. i did not see myself on this road when i was planning my great plans so sometimes i don't know where to go. i hope you understand. i wish I could push all of the things in my head out of it, and into yours, so you would see it's not a choice i have to remember and regret, it's only how it's going to be. "Let me be with you, don't be afraid." You make me feel like I'm floating, you know. And when it is over, you'll hold my hand So I'll know I'm still on the ground. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 147 [topic] => 34 [informant] => meadcomposition [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SongLyrics )
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